Miserable nite 21/8/08

Wow quite a long time nve update my blog le.....coz at dis nite 21/8/08 my mum pass away at hospital..... Tt nite ard 8plus e doc. col mi say my mum nw veri danger... ask mi to col my family to rush dw to hospital.... den i col my sis n tell her wad happen.... den she ask mi to wait for her at e roadside der....20mins ltr, my sis n her bf reach,her bf drive us go dw to hospital...wen we on e way cumin dw... my father col mi say my mum pass away le... i tell my father we nw on e way le... den I send sms to my darlin meimei say my mum couldnt make it le.... she was blur at first den i tell her sayonara le... she was shock to heard e bad news... ask mi reach hospital to confirm le den gif her a col.... I was shock n sad to c my mum lyin on e bed....den i touch her is areadi a cold body.i was desperate cryin coz i cant believe it... tt person is my mum, my darlin col mi n heard mi cryin,n she nod wad happen le,she ask mi to wait for her cum dw.....she send mi a msg say no matter wad she will accompany mi till e end of e dae....

20 mins ltr, my darlin reach le... she nve say anythin juz lend mi her shoulder to let mi cry out,Den i tell her i cant get to c my mum last breathe.... den she go in to c my mum e last.... den ard 10 plus to 11, my father ask mi to go hm first n ask mi to wait for his col 2mlo morn....den i accompany my darlin go hm change clothes, her bro c mi ask mi to be strong coz he nod e taste, n my darlin mum nod tt i at outside she faster cum out to c mi... C hw am i le... her mum oso dunno wad to say at all juz ask mi dun think too much....N she try to tok other topic to mi lo....

after tt my darlin accompany mi go my mother in law hse to stay over nite.... In e morn, my mother in law is shock to c mi at hm, den she cook many food for mi n my darlin eat.... she knew wad happen bt she wun ask juz make fun of mi n tok joke.....my darlin was surprise to c our breakfast is so full..... ard 8 plus in e morn, my father col mi n ask mi to rush dw to my mother hse dwstair to wait for e casket ppl lo....

N my mum funeral stay for 3 daes..... all e things my darlin help mi to handle it, I reali dunno wad to do if my darlin is nt wif mi....

I oso dun wan to tok much le....I onli nod here i veri grateful to all my daddy(poh teck) frenz hu attend e last funeral nite.....n oso all my sisters n frenz.... bt e last person i wan to grateful is my darlin meimei n my sis bf hu helpin us alot.....thks alot my darlin...