Sunny Dae 1/8/08

Dunno y juz nw go n delete my blog.... nw haf to start all over again ..... Last nite is my auntie last dae funeral nite..... so I n my sis was ask to go dw to help.... wen we reach der dunno wad to do... Onli saw my relatives der all haf to go one by one to address dem..... Sum I even dunno hu der r.....Haf to ask my father hw shld i address dem... Dunno lei..... maybe many yrs nve contact or visit dem onli mit up sum occasions like new yr or any relatives pass away den mit up ba.... To mi der juz like a stranger lo..... nothin to tok lo.... or der will ask gt go visit my mum or wad...... Last nite ard 12 plus to 1 am... TTS doc col up n tell mi my mum condition is gettin worse le..... Nw become unconsious le.... I ask wad illness lead to her unconsious ..... E doc told mi is my mum kidney failuer till my mum unconsious, der gt ask Kidney surgeon to check say my mum nid to go dw I.C.U again... she go der to do kidney Diayis, my mum reali suffer alot... Last few days juz operate a hole at her throat for her to breathe more easily Bt insert a tube to connect oxygen for her to breathe..... n her high blood is high... Havin fever...wen her condition is stable der send her to wards.... At wards more worse lo , der say her condition is stable, bt I go n visit her , she still havin fever n her urine gt blood wen i ask e nurse abt her condition der juz told mi der send her urine for test. Haf to wait for e result .... Nw der say haf to send back to I.C.U..... My active n happi mum nw become lying on e bed n eveydae haf to insert lot of tube at her body.... e bad thing is nw she even cant tok , haf to stick wif e tube everydae...... She dun even nod hu gt cum n visit her..... Doc. firstly say e condition is stable nw turn it to worse..... Reali veri heartpain to c my mum haf to insert all sort of tube.... My son wanted to visit his grandmum bt e place he cant go at all.... He dunno tt her grandmum nw condition, he tot juz a small illness , even i tell him he oso dun understand,sumtime he will ask hw is ah ma le? I oso dunno hw to ans. at all...... I onli nod hw cum my family gt so much thing happens... reali dunno hw to handle.... Nw i onli wish my mum will get well soon .......